It is definitely about control, in a way I cannot pinpoint. It is also about being unwilling to accept help. He was also talking about us being a team earlier in the session, and that was bothering me as well. Hmm. Still thinking it all over, mixed in with moments of being absolutely convinced that I am going to cancel all remaining sessions. I feel like I want a NEW therapist, but I know I'd just run into this issue all over again. Ugh.