- think of sex all the time
- everything seems super sensual to me - music, words, people
- behavior is within normal limits of good judgment - did end up in bed with a bipolar friend/former colleague; did not have condoms so did not proceed - had good judgment so a checkmark for that
- most thoughts are about a man who is not available and, unfortunately, I cannot make myself as excited about those who are available - alas!
- sleep normally
- exercise normally
- some sort of a strange aversion to food which is new - I eat very little; foods taste strange and I am not hungry; I practically subsist on drinking lots of milk with an occasional string cheese or a bit of PB
- attention to detail OK, able to do boring, repetitive work fine
- I even considered going back on Geodon, knowing that it would kill my wonderful imagination within days, but I do not want to! I want to find some way of living with this imagination but still functioning.
- masturbation as normal, without excesses
- a little nauseous almost all the time
So the biggest thing is that I cannot really think of much else!