i was diagnosed with DID a few months ago and i'm still figuring things out.... tonite i went out for a drink with my friend ...one moment i was looking at the lights in one spot and the next moment i was talking about i don't know what and sitting in a different spot looking at the same lights!!! my friend assured me that i didn't do anything embarrassing... and that she couldn't tell that it wasn't me! what a relief!! but scary none the less... it occurs to me that this sort of thing has been happening all of my life!! many people must have shaken their heads at me for changing topics in the middle of conversations... lol but i was out of my element tonight and know that i switched several times... i don't entirely trust my friend as she is interested in me... i don't really know what to do!!! i'm worried about how often this happens and how to control it!! this happens way too much and it terrifies me every time!! sob!!! thanks for listening!!!
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