so i have these strange mood swings... where sometimes i'm motivated and sometimes i'm lethargic, but it's always because of the people in my head talking to me and telling me things...

like right now i feel really lethargic again... and my mood is receding... my motivation is a nightmare and i feel like i can't do anything... all because right now i'm in a parallel universe and the people in my head are putting me down, so i had to escape...

its also confusing because i'm so coherent... and at the same time i can socialize well if i need to... sometimes i don't know if i'm psychotic or not just for the fact that i can type this... but my mood swings due to these characters in my head is really starting to effect me worse...

but its just happening slowly in magnitude...

i did have an epsidode where i left my home and started wandering places on foot talking to myself, episode lasted about 2 years and sometimes i would wander looking for people...

i wonder if this is psychotic, any opinions..?

i just feel so lethargic i can't find motivation due to these things happening