yep me too.... i miss my illness. Atleast During my illness i had hope (even if it was false) that someone loved me, will come and take me away. Oh i used to prepare for that day of his arrival.....now i am going to turn 33 on 26'th....still unmarried....always irritated and angry with my parents becuse they refuse to discuss my marriage with me.... I feel lonely and like i am leading a retired life with my parents.