hamster-bamster avlady healingme4me
okay so two days back i got an email from her that she is ready to move on and wont do anything to interfere in my life.She said that she just wanted to apologize for all the bad things that she said and is sorry.Wished me good luck and goodbye.
I have been in no contact with her for last one and a half month.Nothing from my side.So I also didn't replied to her email this time also.
Now today she mails me that it is so shocking to see no replies from me and all the good things have ended from this world.She dont want to believe in what others say that good things will happen to her and to believe in God and dont think of harming herself.She said but she now thinks that it looks like all of our relationship all these years was a lie and she just feels like that it looks like she has befooled herself."And if life is that sucking .I seriously wanna quit."......
I am disturbed as hell.Why she can't just move on and live.Why has her all feelings and thoughts are so centered on me.She won't go to a therapist I know.She is too stubborn..What should I do.Should I talk to her.But I have talked to her before and have tried to make her understand things.But that just makes it worse i.e. if I talk she gets some hope that I will come back to her.But I seriously don't want to....But these threats of her suicide really have disturbed me .I dont know what to do ......please help
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