Whats that all about,i wake up crying thinking about my ex,as i do quite often.The thing is it was me that left her beacause i was hving problems that i couldnt tell her about,jeez seven years just thrown away.I mean it was 7 months ago now,but i still cant get over it and shes with somebody else,which hurts so much.I awoke at 5 in the morning and its my day off too,i mess everything up,all the time its almost like i do it deliberatley,but oh damn i dont know whats going on anymore.I cant stick to anything even college has been missed for the past 2 weeks not that i can concentrate on my meds at the moment anyway,so its probably just aswell.I live in a house full of people but feel so alone.