i wonder if i ever e-mailed my T and told her that i have something to talk about but think i would chicken out would she even say anything. i wonder if she would just feel that i am not ready to bring it up then. she has never acknowledged any e-mails that i have sent her. although she tried to talk about it once .saying that she doesn't like e-mail at all but that she would rather me e-mail if it is a choice of that or never talking about a problem. but she never ever encourages it at all.