sometimes it helps to be told, instead of leaving choices, , oviously I am making choices according to her.
I am very untrusting of all of them.. I know u said u were not familiar with agencies these places all coordinate together different agencies but they all work on the same page. I begged her on FB to not lie to my new therapist if she ask her so I didn't have to show her the FB messages. I don't know if she did or not, or was open about it.. I don't know anything. . . one thing I did learn about her from the start is she thinks she can do no wrong because she is a therapist.. i hate thinking she is perfect.. and the way i looked at her was like a child, i child looking at its mother she could no wrong and even when she did i didn't see it . and still don't.. its like a baby being attached to a blanky and having it ripped away from them.. when i am hurt or upset i want her. and its so painful to know my inner child lost its mommy.
i feel therapist should understand that this does effect patients SO BAD.. its very very cruel to do to someone like me.. i believe its the same as doing it to a toddler. a small child.