I think I'm going to have a break down! I'm 18 a senior in school I've recently been realizing my mom has been acting really weird and fishy towards my dad. Me and my best friend who is practically my sister thought she was cheating on my dad. But yesterday my down was putting a fan in my room and me and my best friend asked him why him and my mom weren't talking and he said he didn't want to talk to her so I asked why and he told me I didn't want to no. But after asking him a few times he told me and my friend that awhile ago my mom told him she didn't want to be with him and he told me don't you notice she doesn't even sleep in the bed with me no more and he said he asked her for a divorce awhile back because he can't live like this no more. I'm so emotionally racked now I was crying last night when my friend left my house for an hour and then when she came back and I layed down to go to sleep I was crying with out my friend knowing and today a few hours ago I started crying again. I feel so alone now even when people are near me, I've said there was a light at the end of the tunnel but I don't see one anymore. I feel like I'm going to break down, I don't know what to do. I kind of feel like its all my moms fault. I just really need someone to talk to, to help me out