((((Miswimmy))))
I know that your parents didn't give you what you needed, so it makes so much sense that you would be attached to the therapist you had. It must be massively traumatic, with a capital T, not be able to see your T and that the people from the treatment center are the ones keeping you from that. I am so, so sorry this is happening to you.

Keep us posted as to how you are doing.