miswimmy I'm sorry for what happened - you're right, therapists shouldn't make promises, particularly if they don't intend to keep them. He shouldn't have said that to you if he didn't really mean it.

If you can't talk to your old T, I agree with what others are suggesting - ask your new T about it. At your age, they should be treating you like the young adult that you are and that includes talking about reasons for changes in your treatment plan. And if your new T won't give you an explanation, are you still in contact with your treatment team from the centre? Can you talk directly to the doctor that promised you he wouldn't recommend this if it was a real deal breaker?

I know you feel really upset by this and very alone, but don't forget that you've got everyone on PC here for you, including me