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Maybe you are the one that suffers more because in the end you are stronger and the only one who can really handle it...

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In searching for some sort of consolation for this seemingly superstitious belief, this is exactly what I tell myself.

I just have to keep remembering that I don't have to drag all this stuff around by myself. But you know? I feel guilty for dumping it on God, too!

Do I not take things to the nth degree, or what? To think that I should or even could do that constantly amazes me. My arrogance is incredible at times.


This is not a judgement toward myself, just a truth I recognize within me.