This is going to sound so weird, but tonight after my session I saw someone waiting to see my T in the waiting room. I have never seen another client after me. And for some reason it made me......happy. Yeah. Weird, I know.

Maybe it was the fact that it was a mother and her child. Maybe it was that she was really loud and talkative toward T as I left and I'm completely the opposite. Maybe it was that I just left a good session. Whatever it was, I felt a huge sense of relief. I think I just put a HUGE amount of pressure on myself in therapy and to see other people with my T takes some of that pressure off. Like he can pay them some attention now and the spotlight is not on me anymore (?) idk...

Anyone else ever react this way? Because with my abandonment issues I would've expected a way different reaction from myself. Not that I'm complaining...