This is ridiculous. I was clean for over two weeks and slipped. Always have to do with an ex. Feel hopeless now. I fell back into a drunk stuper. And what I want to say I can't because then I'll get kicked off here. So what is the point? If you're nice and you appear happy and pleasant around people, why do they ALWAYS leave?!?! I'm so angry and need to vent. I may be like this forever and alone.