dear T,

i will go through with you that hurtful event that happened years ago the next time i see you, and hopefully i would be able to tell you that it was actually you who triggered back the memories and hurt from that event. it was all because of you when you refused to see me during my admission in the hospital. i do hope it'll turn out okay.

PS: i actually wish that you'll become my pdoc when your colleague aka my current pdoc leaves because i really don't want to change pdocs again. but i understand that having a senior doctor role in the hospital leaves you with little clinical slots so i'll just stay mum.

- htn