Well its official.....they are tired of hearing from me. I went to go see my GP for my toe today and after seeing my cuts he sent me back to my clinic. I was told that if I call the crisis line again they will call 911. That made me start to cry because where I live they send out the cavalry. I sure don't want that so now I can't call the hotline anymore. The therapist I am seeing while mine is gone is going to call me everyday until mine gets back so I guess that helps but it hurts to know that when I get bad at night my only resource is now been taken away from me. So its official I am a failure.

Don't Blame me I just do what the Voices Tell me to do