Dear T,

I am so hurt by you. I can't believe you broke the one promise that you had ever made me. That you wouldn't cut me off. That we would be able to continue where we left off. I had my hesitations going into residential. I always listen to my gut. Always. But i went against it this one time, out of trust in you. And look what happened.

i am hurt that you won't talk to me. I am hurt that no one will even let me say goodbye. i am hurt that no one explained that this would happen. I am angry that you broke your promise. I am mad at myself for trusting you. I don't even know what to think.

Somehow tho, I am still loyal to you. No one will ever replace you and I will fight until the end to get you back. I love you and I hope you know that. There was that immediate connection that you only find like a couple times in your life time. My gut tells me that we were a perfect pair and we were. because i see myself in you and vice versa. i miss you a lot.

I feel like my heart is going to break.