
May 24, 2013, 03:58 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2012
Location: Columbia,MO
Posts: 639
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what I did when I was young I would hard call masterbation I found out by acident that touching my self down there...felt good I would constantly play with plastic bead necklaces...I think I like the movments they mad and this entertained me.
so I feel asleep one night and I had one in my bed, I manage to get between my legs and I ran it up to get ahold of it with out thinking. And it felt good....I then just started doing this more on purpose taking beads with me and playing with them above the area...cause it felt good. It really freaked my mom out and she did this whol i am going to hide all this stuff away from me thing for a while. But I think I was about 6 or 7 when I did that...and its a normal thing.
I did not do it myself cause I knew what sex was and I wanted it like how I do now...it just simply felt good.
personally I think the whole thing of making people feel guilty about pleasuring your selves and bieng aware of our boides is an incorrect way of thinking. A lot of adults are very ashamed of masterbation but not at all of sex it self.
and by far masterbation is much safer and benafical. Being aware of our bodies is not a bad thing, knowing what makes them feel good and what makes them feel bad is the very basis of natural survival and self health management.
As long as its not taken to an extreme I think this kind of thing, its a lot better to enjoy your body no matter what kind of body type you have....then to grow up when you ar mature to think this is not ok and will make me look weird...or pervy....
its kind of the same as some girl that thinks she is fat and she really is not but that..is just me.
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