I have recently made the decision that my life will mean something, and in choosing to live, I am also making the decision that instead of simply "surviving", I will seek to be healthy and do whatever it takes for me to get to that point.
However! I can't seem to get in to see a Psychiatrist as no one is accepting new patients within the next couple of weeks, most of them aren't accepting until September.
Am tired of "trying" everything but what works through my Primary care doc, plus as I stated, she is friends with my soon to be ex-wife.
My therapist that I was going to last year has moved to another office that doesn't take my insurance.
Wanting to be healthy, but really struggling with my patience level at the moment.
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't want to simply survive; and I need to feel better soon or I won't be able to stay so resolved and determined.