He's really accessible by phone so I can always call him if I want to stop tapering I'd just have to go back up again...I don't think he'll let me go down when I'm that bad. He just didn't get how bad it was until I said I'd rather be psychotic. We were actually ending the session and he sat back down to find out what I meant. So he is a really good guy I just think I don't always convey things so he understands.