Sig, It got to the point w/ me that I had no other avenue. It was either listen to the doc, or loose my family, and kill myself. At the time I didn't have the choice. And to be honest, I still don't. Even today, 15 years later my options are to take the meds or die. And I do believe that if I don't take the meds, I will end up at a point where I don't see any other options, and that's not a happy place.

Yes, it takes awhile to find what works, but when it is found, I actually feel normal, what ever that is.

Jeffro