I think you have a lot of company here, Christina. So many of us give, give, and give until it literally hurts; unfortunately, this makes us flypaper for freaks and users and abusers. Toxic people who fill us up with toxic thoughts and self-loathing. You catch my drift.

All I can say is, don't let the bastards get you down! Try to surround yourself with people who deserve your wonderful spirit and kind heart, and lose the losers......you are so much more valuable than you know.