I'm writing this from the children's hospital because my life isn't messed up enough that life wanted to throw me more.. I feel horrible. So bad, depressed I guess that I'm nauseous solely to get all the horrible, disgustingness out of my system. situational sucks but I was like this before.I'm holding everything right now because my husband's sick. Miguel can't seem to leave the state without his body making an abscess. I want to go home but I don't at the same time.

I have no idea what will happen when I start taking my A.D. without a moodstablizer because my stupid medicine for my family cost well over when I make a month and my insurance doesn't cover of the state. I'm sorry I'm making no sence.I just had to say it to someone. I'll be able to participate more after the 12 th. I even called my therapist for an earlier appointment and I never reach out 2 them.