Just remember that you do have us guys here for you to talk and chat too whenever you need us.Be strong and just remember your still very young and there is plenty of time to be sorting out your issues and getting back on track.Make an appointment to go and see your doctor at least,i thing the emergency room should be a last resort only,if things are so desperate,but you should definatley make an appointment to see your doctor and remember that there are no instant solutions to mental health problems so be patient.Most of all know that you have friends in us all here.
Take care