been havin these visual type hallucinations I THINK

where i sense people around me. like energy type sensing. and i know exactly direction where in the room/area they are. from the sensing energy. and i know exactly how far away they are from me. even if its hundreds feet away. sometimes i see them flash across my eyes in front of me. buts its a flash. other times i see them in my minds eye but its like my eyes cut off reality. i mentally black out. as if the video cord to reality is unplugged to my eyes and my mindseyes reality is plugged in for a few min.

maybe this explains my mental blackouts. but they are bad bad bad. they happen all the time. i cant chalk it up to daydreaming anymore. its LIKE daydreaming and having someone to have to tap on your shoulder for you to come out of it. only thing is I CANT COME OUT OF IT. and i think its really happening because it lasts so long.

my very first experience wit this was when i smoke marijuana when i was 15. then it never went away. mighta triggered it.

but idk. i still see stuff head on with my eyes. shadows and animals and people too but dark shadows of people. and people facing changing demonically.

i seen people standing outside my door or sitting outside my door. these people dont even exist. i mean i dont think they even exist in SS index.