Hello Passingthru, I am sorry to hear what you are going through i had a depression problem too i was told to visit a psychiatrist and i did at first he gave me Lexapro 10 didnt work so well than 20mg didn't work so well for 3 months than we added wellbutrin and it was my first time taking Wellbutrin it was so strong that i feel like i was going to have a seizure and die.. But when i wake up the next morning i didn't feel any more depression it was completely gone i could get up and go to work on time and figure out what i want to do for the rest of my life...

I hope you get well soon you can try lexapro or wellbutrin but i wouldn't mix both together.. I think every med is different for everyone i hope you get the right one and hope one day you will be you again which you will Stay strong dont let the old beautiful you fool you...