I feel like an old old woman... like I've had way too many life experiences for such a short lifespan. And I don't want to see what other ******** is going to be crammed into the next 10yrs.

I have no fight left in me, the warrior has left the building.

And no, I will not be seeking medical attention of any kind because you know what's funny? My issues aren't even caused by this damn bp, its my life thats making my bp worse. And there is no medication for fixing my life.