Sis, My heart breaks ready your posts. But I so understand on so many levels.
I wish I could sweep it all away from you and let you wake up, breathe and not be burdened with this mess. But If it were only so simple. The one thing I can do is be here for you, day to day.day in and day out . vent rant rage all you need Pm whenever for any reason.
I love you
hopefully we will muddle through and just maybe the other side of this is a wonderful life and we can kick back have some drinks and smoke a bit.