Its Saturday so i can't get in touch with my doctor. My mania was under control but I was very depressed so he put me on quite a high dose of antidepressant. Now I feel like the mania is coming back. i am pacing and can't seem to settle down. We are going on a trip to visit our kids up north in a few weeks and I need to be on my best. Hope when I call my doc on Monday he will be able to help. I am so sick of this ilness.