Yes Ellie...that was moving.

My body remembers so much. It freaks me out a lot, but it is getting better. I had a mastectomy a couple years ago, and even though I had reconstruction, there is no feeling in my breasts at all. But sometimes I have the sensation that I can feel. I feel an itch, or searing pain. My doc told me this was a body memory from the trauma of surgery. Amputees get that same feeling. That was the first time I was able to understand my "other" body memories from various abuse as a child.

It gets better, so I hear.