Contentment. As it stands this is but a pipe dream...

But that's what I want, a life of contentment. I don't want to worry where supper is coming from, or if the municpality is switching off our water. I don't want to worry about finding employment or holding down a job and wether or not I can pay bills AND eat. I don't want to keep averting crises, financial or otherwise. I don't want to be responsible for fixing things I never broke.

I don't need to win the lottery, I just want to enrol Jordan in a good school in a nice neighborhood and I want to come home to a safe place. A place where I'm able to relax on the couch in the arms of the person I love and think "I have a good life"...

I just want contentment.