Can you think of any other possible interpretations of what has happened other than them being tired of hearing from you?

Even if they feel that you are reaching the limit of the calls they accept from one person during a particular time scale, perhaps they are trying to help you to learn some self-soothing skills by putting a limit on your calls. You can always post here, we are here for you ...

I am not quite clear why what has happened makes you "officially" a failure. But then I am easily confuzzled ...

((((((((((((Janniebug))))))))))))

Take care,
Fuzzy