Started out thinking it was the blahs but now feels more like depression and I don't have time to be depressed today.
I am alone but for work today and tomorrow and I really don't care for it, especially since I know that my daughter is going on a picnic to the mountains that I know she will make the best of, but its with her mama's boyfriend and even though she does like him, she wants her family to do these things. She does not want a new family. She wants us back together. I know it would not be the worlds greatest relationship, but I would gladly reconcile with my ex, especially if it benefits my daughter.