you all give me strength and the ability to forgive myself for not telling someone to protect those who may have come after me. I called my old T from back then not to long ago and told him, he was in shock I think and had a hard time beleiving it but that is what I thought he would act like. They were friends and I didn't expect he would think that of him but all the same he was sorry and wished i would have told him then so we could have dealt with it and turned him into the board. At least I finally told someone it relieved some pain.