As I said before in my first post, I came here in the hopes of getting help with some issues. I would really like someone to help me overcome some of the problems I have.
These problems, as I mentioned, are I get times where I become extremely turned on by sexual things mostly seen as wrong. I don't know why this happens and on other days I am completely against it. It repulses me. I don't know what to do about it, and after it happened last night I completely broke down and decided to try and find some help, which is difficult to do considering the problem.
I guess what I am trying to say is these are things I cannot discuss with others, as I don't want anyone to dislike or not be my friend anymore. I don't have any in person friends as it is, and losing the good ones I made online will really be bad for me. I would really like someone to help me get better, as I cannot do this on my own. I tried, and failed a lot of times. Seeing a doctor is out of the question due to financial problems and also not having the guts to say these things to someone's face.
Is there anyone willing to help me with this out there?
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