i have no idea why i took meds, i told my parents a story of me being telepathic when i was 16 then on the last year of secondary school i dropped out went to see a psychiatrist then for some reason just started taking my medications without even questioning if it was any good.

i cried every night for year back then, hid my face with my blanket so my brother couldn't see, so even now i still hide my face when i sleep, i wish i could fix that just sleep with my face open

i guess maybe that bout of year long depression was a good enough reason to take meds... no idea... or maybe i thought i was crazy just like that...