Hi Passingthru

I don't have much advice but wanted to say I've read your post, I care and you've been heard. Please keep posting and make us here your friends. PC has become like a lifeline for me the past 3 mos.

I feel exactly this way
"For the most part I would rather sleep because if I am asleep, I don't feel and I don't think."

but unfortunately I'm not a great sleeper! But I spend a lot of time in bed, in fact I'm in bed right now. Or trying to zone out and not really be a part of "life"

Please do some research into what resources are available for low income / uninsured in your area. Sometimes it's limited, but there is usually something. I am uninsured & unemployed, also cannot afford meds or dr. visits. It's been a real battle. I found something though for meds. If you have energy to look into it, PC also has some links for drug discount programs.

xxx

Gracez