Thanks for the new thread Bark!!

So, I feel better. Well I'll amend that. I still feel a bit disconnected. Like all my emotions are just beneath the surface. But I'm surviving. I am here.

Last night I got together with some friends and actually had fun. I didn't stay for long but I'm glad that I went. I think I may have been overly sentimental but I realized that I do have friends that care about me. My therapist called me to check in with me, and I felt like she cared too. And my mom wrote me a note to call her if I needed to. And all of you guys here on PC help me so much. And I even wrote a few anonymous emails to the Samaritans and some of their volunteers have been emailing me back.

I am humbled that anyone would care about me at all. And it's making me think twice about wanting to end my life. So thank you, I really and truly mean that.