Been trying to watch movies to take my mind of things & relax, but I never really relax. I took the dogs where I am dog sitting for a walk last night and tried to enjoy - I rationalized it, telling myself walking is nice, flowers, blue sky, happy dogs - but I didn't feel any joy, never do. At least the dogs did and I did right by them. It's 10 am and I'm still in bed. I've been really tired. I see no point in getting out of bed. So I think I'll stay.