Thank you. I'm in bed as well. I tried getting up and going out but just couldn't do it. My husband is mad now. I think he thinks if he proves how mad he is at me then I'll "straighten up". I wish it would work. I wish something would work. I feel this hole getting deeper and darker. I wouldn't wish this on anyone but I do wish someone in my life could understand it. I am so afraid of where this is taking me. People think I'm not fighting it but god I swear I am. If they only knew the fight I fight just to make myself open my eyes every morning.