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I am having a clear day so far. No racing thoughts, no anger, no irritability.
Actually having one of the bet days so far I have had in a long time.
I realized this morning after I woke up still laying in bed that I am a survivor of this so called life. I have survived so many things to date, from the horrors of my so called childhood that was taken from me, to my mental states along the way, to physical illness, job loss, etc.
I have not totally given up. I continue to mush through the bad times, hopefully try to enjoy the good times and deal with everything in between.
Now of course this is how I see things today. I am also writing this down so I can go back here and read this when in the throws of the crap times that come upon me very quickly and maddening as they do every single flipping day.
Here's to the good times, may we forever enjoy them as much as we can.
To the bad, well I know you are out there lurking to take me down to my lowest and for that I say, okay I will deal with you then.
Thanks for listening/reading to anyone that comes here.
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"Death is easy, peaceful: Life is harder"
"The Day You Turned On Me Is The Day I Died,
And I've Forgotten What It's Like,
And How It Feels To Be Alive" (Daughtry-Gone)
"And you always want what you're running from. It's always been that way." Bittersweet Lyrics by Ellie Goulding
"The reason I hold on, cause I need this hole gone." (Stay by Rihanna)
"The opposite of love's indifference." (Stubborn Love, The Lumineers)
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