Lil better...I hope you are feeling smooth and sublime, neither too up or too down. I am secretly envious of the hypomania...I get manteosinte frantic and out of control but I like a bit of hypomania. I think i'm over medicated.

I too have problems with addiction and include alcohol in the word addiction. I relapsed last Sunday so I am almost a week clean and sober.

I definitely sounds like you were hypomanic with the ensuing following depression. Are you dxed with bipolar or depression? Are you on meds?