Haha, how ironic that is, the idea of me saving myself for marriage, me being very much the atheist. At least if I was religious I'd have a convenient cover story though, of course I'd have to skip a few details...
I agree with you about the heart-breaking part if I were to strike up that sort of relationship with somebody just to ship-off. To be honest I don't think I could do it to a girl, or myself, it would taint my freedom, make me feel as if I had blood on my hands somehow (don't read anything Freudian into that!)
I'm very sensitive deep down you know