Are you going off psyche meds cold turkey? I know how that feels. Better to taper down, but you know that I'm sure. Have you told your Pdoc? I appreciate your honesty about your Dad but it sounds like you are in need of some outside help already. Maybe the meds weren't right for you and caused the present instability? You could always switch meds instead of coming off of them cold turkey bc I know how bad that sux. Take care and keep us up on how you are doing.