The last week I've been pretty well. It was a great week, for more reasons than it being the end of a few months of almost constant depression. I know it'll come back, but I'm appreciating the good days.

I've been rather sad today. I've become quite close to someone. He makes me happy, makes me feel safe, knows what to say to calm me down when I need it. But he's made it quite clear, before we even became close, that he's not interested in a relationship with anyone. I'm worried if I tell him how I really feel about him it'll scare him off. I guess it doesn't matter either way. Maybe scaring him off would be best, maybe it wouldn't hurt so much.