Sometimes (not always mind you) I really don't even know what I'm feeling. I'll be happy and depressed at the same time. Or I'll be happy about one thing while feeling depressed overall, and things like that. I don't even always know which is the real one, or if they're both real, or if I'm lying to myself to try to make things better.

It also happens with opinions - I very rarely think in black/white, and I tend to describe it like this: I'll have so many differing opinions and thoughts on one topic that it ranges from A all the way to Z, with all sorts in between.

I also never know how to describe myself. When introvert/extrovert comes out I never know. I usually say "I feel like an introvery but I act like an extrovert" because that's the closest I can get to it. I don't really know if it's my "normal" to be depressed, or my "normal" to be really social and hyperactive, or sort of just there. I don't know if I'm naturally talkative or naturally quiet. Depending on when someone meets me, they'll have different opinions on things like that about me.

Does anyone else ever get stuff like that?