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Originally Posted by Mahai
You could be my son talking. All the things you are experiencing, he experienced. He too talked about the headaches, the sore muscles, the stuttering, the loss of words, the irritability. He did not reach out for help, did not access his health plan, did not disclose how he was feeling, He left it too late and he 'broke down' totally in December. Now he is literally at the bottom and searching for a way up. Please my dear, reach out now and let people know how you are feeling before you have reached saturation level.
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Thank you for this. I am actually not bad today. It's like I woke up a different person all together mood wise. I know it won't last. I have already reached out to shrink. I will talk to her physically when she is back in the office Tuesday. If it gets worse until then I can reach out via cell phone if needed. I am on meds and I think the addition of abilify again is helping, or at least I am hoping it is.
I can at least see what it is and now know it is the illness and not me being necessarily crazy. I am glad I found this site when I did as I am sure if i had not a clue about any of this I would not be doing so good so to speak in terms of dealing.
Thank you
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