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Hi comicgeek,
You've been forgetting to take your meds on and off for some time now, and very recently decided that you did not want to take them at all anymore. All and all you have seemed to be on the fence about receiving treatment for some time, despite how awful you've been feeling.
This is why your comment about your father jumped out at me. You say that maybe if you flip out from not taking your meds your father will finally believe that you are not 'making things up.' I wonder if this plays more of a role in your issues with medication than it may seem. Just something to think about.
I don't know if this has been suggested before or what your feelings are about it, but I think that therapy may be very helpful for you. What's been happening to you seems to have been -understandably- very confusing and maybe some additional support would really help you. Therapy could also help you cope with your illness and with treatment decisions. Do you think it would be possible to go into therapy?
Best of luck.
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