someone on my instagram said that
its extremely rare for me to smile in pictures.
this is the first ive genuinely enjoyed myself in a month or more.

i didnt cry at all today or hear any voices. my mind was clear pretty much.
but i think its all back now i heard a boice say "your lucky." as in spiteful voice. and i got so scared because almost all day i didnt think about all that stuff then its like it hit me. as if it was waiting behind a corner to jump me. all i can think about now is what is going to come tonight :/